Rejection sucks. i believe everyone agrees.


just a couple of nights back, i couldnt stop. tears were coming out at lightning speed and there was alot. even to fil 1/3-1/2 of a coke can. seriously serial. just so sad. that night i couldnt wait anymore, i just asked her. well, it beats getting rejected on my birthday. that'll be total sadness.


and heavy drinking. well, im still going to drink. hope i dont get too drunk til i cant even wake up the next day. dont wanna be late for school or miss it. so i guess, half a bottle's enough?
maybe just a little more.

and thankyou kimberley for giving me the cake during recess, even though it was greg's cake. so touched too that some people can remember. HAHAHA!

i was sad during chinese. particularly cos i acted like a jackass during chapel when that faggot pastor from some church gave a speech on music. and you should definitely know what are the genres he'd be talking about.

i was supposed to quit metal. which i did. never listened to any songs so far. seriously serial again. and now, i cant listen to non-metals ones either. apparently, SOMEONE stole my memory card. IF I FUCKING FIND OUT ITS YOU! THERE'S NO PROBLEM THAT HELL WILL BREAK LOOOSE. WATCH OUT!


nothing left to say. one more night til i get drunk and high!

until then, toodles!