I guess its almost time i tell eleanor i still like her. just another 3more days to go..
i hope she doesnt reject or anything. if not, it'll be heavy drinking for me.
sometimes i say things and dont mean it.
but when i say im drinking.
im drinking.






well, anyways. whatever. thats going to be the future. lets not care much about it. who knows, i might die tommorrow anyways.

blehcxz, i stopped "habbo" to talk to eleanor and in the end, she go tee-vee):

its okayy. we gotta sacrifice things for our loved ones. even if you've broken up. and you still have feelings while you're unsure about the other party. fuck it lah. my mom's telling me about not going back for her.



FUCK! she means alott to me why you dont want me to be with her. i can even say i love her(:
but, she's 1) going to reject 2) not replying 3) ignore me in school.




FUCKFUCKFUCK!~ really really angry now.